My close friends warned me that you can’t pick and choose what part of this gift you accept. I started this business wanting to help others, to spread hope and JOY as a thank you to God for the gift he gave me. My loved ones warned me that spirits would pop up and messages would catch me off guard. It’s simply a part of the same world. Turns out I can’t turn away spirits either- my heart’s too soft. No matter my intentions, bad things happen and I can’t stop them as everyone has free-will, but I can warn folks where I can. I’ve been crazy busy lately doing just this. A lot of health issues have popped up with my close loved ones and it’s been a lot to manage as I am still new to this. This has always been my greatest fear with this- KNOWING with out a doubt something is wrong with my family and not being able to control it. Then multiply that a few times more- that’s been me the past few weeks. My most trusted support team that know all the secrets I carry of my gift is small but mighty and I can’t thank them enough. They’ve kept me sane through all this. It can be a lot and often folks are psychics, but I got the double whammy- I’m a psychic AND an empath so I feel the impact of everything- what I say, what I don’t, of what happens and what remains after. All I can do is ride this out as I am committed to this and accept that there’s good and bad in everything- even a gift. There are still blessings to be found with it. When I’m balling my eyes out because I know someone is really sick I have to remember that God is still giving me the gift of knowing so I can appreciate the time we have left with them. It’s all about your response to the challenges you face day-to-day. Realizing we all have a purpose and a season.