If you’re a parent, have a tough job(s), have/had depression, bills, multiple responsibilities, or have health issues you are not promised the energy to deal with all of it! Sure not! I envy folks that can literally do it all effortlessly like that battery bunny running around on those commercials. I’m have not been one of those people. I’m sure when I go for my next check up my Doc will do some tests and find out the real reason why (besides these curves!) but for now I do what I can with what energy I am blessed with. Lately it hasn’t been much at all.
It was beginning to scare me. I had zero energy, couldn’t sleep, barely was eating and then when I was hungry I was eating crap that I couldn’t explain. My dreams were all wonky with this psychic thing...Emotions have been a roller coaster with the business... I was a mess, even while being genuinely happy!!! *Sigh... Was so unlike me to eat a WHOLE yummy bag of Cheetos!😳 ...The big bag.
I try to resolve my problems naturally though. So last weekend I started back on a weight loss program in order to help me lose some weight I’ve gained... I immediatley started losing weight and eating regularly... sleeping! I did some ‘Me’ online shopping. BAM! Energy came in like lightning!!! Yaaaas!
I just remembered how important it was to not lose focus on my JOY. I don’t know how long this energy will stay so I did what anyone would- I took advantage of it!
As you may have seen on my social medias I took a few days break from social media and the business recently. That’s what I was doing using that energy up wisely around my house. Yard work! Spring cleaning! Painted my porch so I had something nice to sit in when the warm weather shows up (when it shows up!). I focussed on me & mine the past few days. I still worked and did readings, but my days were full of physical busy work. Cleaning up and making things new does ‘heal’ you. It’s important to disconnect from social media & do some self reflection & care. I did miss everyone and I’m so glad to be back. I loved all the updates/validations I received while I was away! THANK YOU FOR YOUR CONTINUOUS SUPPORT! xoxo
There you are with your plan laid out before you. You think you know exactly where you’re going and who you’ll be. It’s true- when you plan God laughs.
I never imagined I’d be living in NY, much less the North. I was raised in the South most my life. Always imagined buying a country property down there. I had my son and realized the importance of family when raising a child. Daycare before he could talk wasn’t appealing to me as a first time parent. Just didn’t feel right. So I moved closer to the people I trusted, my family. No, it wasn’t what I hoped for... But I realized a ‘place’ wasn’t my home, my son was my ‘home’. You’re stronger than you think and we, as humans, are made to thrive when challenged with change.
Turns out things worked out for the better. My son is happy, I have a great job, I purchased that farmhouse in the country just in the mountains of NY instead, and I’ve found my purpose through this business. Life is good due to one thing... Faith.
I always tell people that God’s got a beautiful plan for you better than you can imagine for yourself.
Embrace your monkey wrenches.
Accept that you weren’t meant to walk this Earth alone.
Have faith you’ll end up where you belong with those that love you.
Yo! I’m telling you God, is a funny dude! I’m so excited! If you follow me at all, even a little bit, you know I’m all about helping people with depression, spreading joy & sharing the awesomeness of our God... It’s my mission with this lil’ business I’ve created. What goes hand and hand with depression in a lot of cases?
Sad, but it’s a truth a lot of people struggle with. Although I’ve been blessed to never have struggled with addiction, I’ve certainly had a long affair with my old enemy- Señor Depression. Facebook Gods stuck this little angel in my feed, her name is Tiffany Jenkins and you can find her on her Facebook Page & the Tube by searching her: ‘Juggling The Jenkins Blog’. I found her and instantly fell in love with her energy & light, she made me laugh so hard. She don’t know me from Adam, given her 1M+ followers (!! WOW!), but I had fallen in love with her before I even knew her mission was helping others through sharing her story that includes a chapter of addiction & her recovery. She, too, suffers from anxiety. This powerful & strong woman wrote an awesome book about her journey. (I ain’t getting paid for telling you this- I just want to share this joy I’ve found.) She’s a very special lady that I think is absolutely hilarious fun. Here’s a secret: She’s going to be sooo absolutely frickin’ successful and her dreams will reach heights she won’t ever expect. Mark my words yahll! I said it here!!!
I regress! I regress! I mention this beautiful lady because she actually mentioned ‘guided’ meditations have helped her. I was like-🤔😱 “Wait! Wha-What You Say!?”... I rewound her pre-recorded video and yup. There’s a man, a frickin’ GENIUS!, named Jason Stephenson (search his name and ‘Guided Meditation’) on the Tube who does these musical guidance videos to help folks like me that struggle with meditation... and I tried him out...😳 Let me rewind for those that haven’t followed me from the start:
Meditation was the first thing I tried when my intuition and premonitions were getting stronger & literally scaring the hell outta me! I gave it a try, cuz Mr. Google said to, and it bugged me out. I was wide awake with my eyes closed and I saw images clear as day with so much detail that it had me shaking and my heart pounding. I won’t go into detail about the violance I saw, but it shook me for a long while. I actually didn’t try it again for a week or so. Then when I got around to do it again I saw images where I could see them with my eyes closed and opened. (I looked like an utter idiot opening and closing my eyes testing this freak trick with my breathing irratic in panic mode next to my boyfriend.)
I knew something was making itself clear to me but I couldn’t control these images and I didn’t like that they caught me off guard. Hence why I tried tarot next and luckily tarot helped me control my lil’ mini super powers.
Back to my cool find:
Mr. Stephenson! He is so cool. He talks you through meditation and there’s this calming music in the back like you’re in a fancy spa. There’s these little tiny angelic voices singing. It’s bomb! It’s a controlled meditation and it leaves you feeling like jelly. It’s meant to relax you before sleep and aid in healing.**Be careful doing this during the day.** Here I am meditating with the dude and learning about chakras n’ stuff, healing chakras I didn’t even know I had much less knew were broken. I was sooo relaxed and slept amazing!!! Again, these folks don’t know me. I’m just sharing people that brought me light, joy, and much needed peace & sleep! I hope you experience the same!
You’re Welcome! xoxo
The road may seem dark right now. Everyone goes through times they can’t exactly explain, but it will all make sense one day. Even with tarot, it can shine a light on a lot one may go through but it will only tell you what you need to know at that moment. I recently had someone demand an answer. I simply giggled and declined their money. Tarot just doesn’t work that way. There is one certainty in all of this- that you must go on the journey that is meant for you. Tarot can guide but there’s freewill granted to all of us. YOU decide what path to take. Tarot by me just advises on the path to your joy. There could be many, but I just advise on what the cards wish to tell us. Just like there’s not just one way to dance, there’s not just one way to live your life in joy.
It’s easy to live questioning every single thing that happens, but just trust that it’s all a lesson you must go through to end up where you belong.
The lady I refused? I felt her genuine need for an answer and I did the reading for her- shocking us both with the answer she was hoping for. She wasn’t ready for it. Be sure that when you ask for clarity that you’re ready for what the truth will bring. I asked God for clarity on this gift and he still shocks me every day with his light & love.
Four of Rods reminds us to enjoy life and every little success. It’s easy to be suspicious when things go well after having a long history of bad luck, like you’re waiting for the next curveball- but it’s certainly exhausting to live with that kind of anxiety. Just take it in and accept your hard work/win as an accomplishment. You do want to be cautious to not blow money or take risks frivolously, for example, but when money is good there’s nothing wrong with rewarding yourself responsibly.
This card also can signify an upcoming event. Go! Enjoy life and party! Although I’m an empath and thrive as a loner/with close family, even I know I must make time to interact with others in a larger setting. If I don’t when I do go to a city, mall, theater- any densely populated places I’ll be slammed with energy that will take me a while to recover from. There’s a balance between loner & social butterfly everyone should experience regularly.
As mothers we can become hermits after having babies. I remember being cooped up so long that it freaked me out when I eventually went to the store. Don’t wait too long after having a little one to get out and interact with the world.
Life goes by quickly enjoy every minute! Celebrate all milestones.
- La Jibarita
Whether old, new, inherited, made by blood or love - a bridge is just that ... A bridge leading you to something new, maybe somewhere you wouldn’t have otherwise taken without someone elses’ help. You never know when an opportunity will present itself. I’m often asked what to do about permanently walking away from a job, situation, lover, or a friend.
Well, first- when it comes to love I’ll never tell anyone to stay or leave. There’s something special about love, it’s a gift. You have to take that journey- no matter how it ends there’s a lesson there that will guide you that much closer to the one meant for you, even if it’s the same person. We all can change. There’s a growth that takes place. So I choose to not interfere but encourage you to follow your gut. I listen to my gut too and at times I’ll even decline your money because it’s in your best interest to find out on your own. Love has beautiful surprises that you must experience naturally and is worth the wait.
With all other bridges the cards can guide you but it’s ultimately up to you on whether you cross that bridge or burn it to the ground. I’m always cautious about setting anything to flame- since you never know when you’ll have to cross paths with it again. This world is tiny when your purpose is to shine, remember that. I can not tell you how many times I thought that my past was way in the past just for it to pop up again in my present. Take leaps of faith and make your choices without fear, we grow the most from our mistakes. There’s nothing to lose from taking chances towards your happiness!