As much as I want to deny certain aspects of this gift I was given- I realize my purpose is bigger than my fear of losing my current life’s ‘normal’ picture. If you follow my site or me on social media, you know my hard limit are spirits. I put my foot down on any spirit readings and was adamant about JUST helping the living. What happens when the spirit world wants to help the living and use you to do it?
Yep, this was my morning.
Last night I fell asleep thanking God for my gift that allowed me to save my family & home yesterday. I woke up early and checked my Instagram messages and checking the feed I see a fellow psychic praising a Spirit Medium class they recently took saying it changed them forever. I google the place not even knowing where the poster was from and find the class is held in an institute ONE HOUR away from my home. The odds! It freaked me out. It was another not so subtle message to me to get help with this. Shutting down Instagram I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep. I don’t fear ghosts- I just don’t want the two worlds to cross for me.
When I couldn’t sleep, I tried to capture my ‘awake visions’ to see if I could strengthen it. So I close my eyes. Immediately I’m looking at a laptop image, where prior to I would get my visions through something similar to a Facebook feed... Curious I watch the old photos. They weren’t of my family. They were happy & celebrating a baby’s birth. There was a large spot empty where everyone gathered around smiling and a mother figure looked over longingly towards that spot. In the picture a tall white male appeared in the empty spot. I just watched curiously as he smiled watching her happily, with love & pride. Just watching over her. I didn’t know who these people really were, the picture was vague. I just watched fascinated as it faded in and out of clarity.
My eyes open and clear as the day that greeted me out the window I knew. I knew who he was. I knew what he was trying to tell me and I knew without a doubt what his message was to his wife that moved on with a family of her own after he had been killed on the line of duty. I sat crying like a baby while I wrote down all the details before I blocked it out. I feared the absolute worst when I was finally connected with (beyond a spirit throwing cards at me). I didn’t know what to expect, but he was ever so gentle and kind with his approach. It just made me smile. I knew exactly how. He used a nearby laptop’s energy to connect with mine. We are all just energy and we use it to communicate with one another. Just because we pass from this world it doesn’t mean that energy just ceases to exist. It doesn’t mean we stop loving our loved ones. He used me to send a message to his wife. After the sweet realization I began to worry. There’s no coincidences. I have my gift specifically because God wants me to help folks through their worse times. I sent someone to check on her and hopefully give her the comfort of his sweet message of love.
Everything happens for a reason. Everything.